So as i sit here at 3.15am typing this god damn post my mind is whirling with 1001 things that will most likely to effect the rest of my life. Personally i do not see how people cope with so many things at once because it feels like i am going to explode! There is a lot going on in my life at the moment and it is something i have been instructed to take one step at a time.
Sleep is nearly if completely vanished. I have now had what seems to be insomnia and its killing my routine. Mainly fucking with me and my system and its having an impact on my daughters routine. I HATE IT. I want to be up and about doing things from 7am till 5pm and having a nice day….but no….hello sleep deprivation. Sleeping in until like 11am is not good for me but then mustering the energy to get out of bed is the hardest thing now a days.
I’m a parent and its something i have to do. I have to get on with the day and look after my daughter because i need to and i need to sort things out.
Life needs to change. I need to change.
Sorry for the short post…..if anyone has insomnia and knows how to cope pleaseeeee tell me!